Maine kaha tha na pachtaoge,
bade begairat ho tum, I am sorry Dabi Hui awaz mein usne mujhse Kaha ,
Yad Hai vah Din Jab Main Tere samne Hath Jod kar Gir Gira kar maine apni galti puchhi thi or bina kisi balti ke I am sorry bhi bola tha, Aur Mai Apna Sir Tere kadmon mein rakh diya ki mujhe maaf krdo mujhe mat Chod Kar jao, lekin tumne mujhe Palat kar Dekha Tak Nahin,
aur aaj bolati ho sorry,
Yad Hai vah Din Jab Tum Mujhe Apni Bahon Mein Bharti the aur Jindagi Bhar Saath Rahane Ki Kasam Khaya karti thi, tum bolti the Ki Main Tumhare bagair Nahin ji sakti Kitna Pyar Kiya Karta Tha Main Tumse Kitna Vishwas Karta Tha tumpar,
Tumhen Apni Jaan se jada pyar karta tha mein tumhari Har EK Baton ko Apne Sara ankho par rakhta tha, Tumse Kitna Pyar Karta Tha lekin vah Sab Tumne 1din Mein khatm Kar Diya, aur aj bolati I am sorry
Tumhen pata hai jab mere ghar Walon Ne Tumhare Rishte ke liye mana kar diya the,
Tumhare Khatir Apne Ghar Walon Ko Chhod Diya Tha, Aur kirae Ke makan me rahata tha, sirf Tumhare Liye, Kya Kya Sapne Nahin Dekhe the Humne Tumhare Liye,
Tumhare payar ke Liye Maine Kya Kiya Kadam Nahin uthaya, Tumhare Liye maine apne doston Ko Chhod Diya Jo Mujhe Apni Jaan Se Jyada Chahte the, Tumhare Liye Maine Apne Ghar Parivar Ko Chhod Diya,
Tumhare pyar ke Liye Main Apne future ko bhi Chhod Diya, Aakhir kya Kami Thi Mere Pyar Mein, vah Kya kami rah gaye Thi Jo mai nhi De saka Tha, Jiske Liye tum mujhe yah Din dikhayen, Aur Aaj bolati Ho sorry Tumhe pata hai, Tumhare jaane ke bad Mei Kitna Roya Tha,
Meri Raaton Ki Neend Aur Din Ka Chain Kho Baitha Tha,Main ek mahine Tak main sirf Tumhari Yad Mein Apni Aansu bahaye hai suicide karne Ja Raha Tha, Main Tumhari Yad mein lekin Vahi mere dost ne mujhe bachata tha, jinhe tumhari Khatir chhod diya tha,
aur aaj Tum bolate Ho i am sorry Tumhe Pata Hai jab school ke ek ladki ne Tumhen chhera Tha To Main UN sabse Bhid gaya tha, vah 6log Aur Main Akela bahut sari Chhote aye thi hame Fir Bhi uska Ehsas Maine Tumhen Nahin hone Diya,
Tumhare Kahane per main Tumhe Har vo Ek chij La kar deta Tha, Jo Meri haisiyat Se Jyada badh kar thi,Sach bataun mujhe bahut dukh hota tha jab tum phone per Kisi Se Chupke Baat Karti kya karti thi, mere punchhne par bahan bna deti thi
lekin Main Tumhari Khushi Ke Liye Tumse Kabhi Sawal nahin kiya, Dukh Hota tha Jab Tumhe market Mein Kisi Aur Ke Sath bike par baith kar jaate hue dekha tha, lekin Main apne aap ko control Karta Tha, Kyunki Main Tumhari Khushi Chahta tha,
Main upar wale se Ek Hi Dua karte hue Bhagwan Koi Kisi Ko Itna Na Dil Mein Utar De Ki Ek Din wahi dil ko Laat maar de,
main andar hi andar rota tha lekin Tumhe Khush dekhna chahta tha, Mujhe Yad hai use Din jab main Tumhare Samne hath jodkar apni galti ki maafi mang raha tha aur tumne mujhe Kisi Aur Ke Liye Chod Kar Chali gayi thi,
tab se aaj tak mein Raaton Ko so Nahin Paya Roj Tumhare aur apne bich Mein Beete Hue use Lamhe Ko Yad Karta Tha, aur yah Sochta tha ki mujhse kya bhul Ho Gai Jo Tumne Mujhe Chhod kar chali gaye ,
Or uss din Maine Kaha Tha ki Ek Din pachtaoge, aur aaj wahi hua,
fir usne Mujhse Dhire Se kaha I am sorry voh ro rahi thi Gir giraa rahi thi, Jaise me uske Samne Gir giraya tha, wayese hi Aaj voh Mere Samne Gir gira rahi thi, uske Aankhon Se behte Hue aansu aur Chehre per bhare Gam ko dekh kar Main maaf kar diya, kyu ki me usse rota hua nhi dekh sakta,
lekin Dobara Kisi aur ke Saath aisa mat karna Jaisa tumne mere sath kiya hai, usne mujhe fir se kaha kya tum mujhe apnao ge main use ka Main Tujhe maaf kar sakta hun lekin Tujhe Apnane Ki Bhul main Kabhi jindagi me Nhi kar sakta, Badi Mushkil se main Tumhare Yadon ko Apne dil se nikala hai Badi takleef Hoti Hai Jab Koi Dil Mein Utar jata hai, aur FIR Vahi kisi aur ke liye chhordkar Chala Jata Hai,
Mai maaf kar de raha hu lekin aainda Kabhi Mere Samne mat Aana,
Aur Main vahan Se Chala Gaya aur voh roti rahi jiss tarah usne mujhe mudkar nhi dekha tha ussi tarah mene bhi usse mudkar nhi dekha,
Jab Koi Kisi Ko takleef deta hai na to Bhagwan uski Jindagi Mein bhi utni hi taklif likh deta hai,
Dilshad ahmad
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